Mar 11 2008 6:45PM
looking at the rain outside
thinking about how many people are crying that much water
the darkness they have to hide
maybe because they just don't have a father
when you're realizing how upset this world is
you sometimes don't want to be part of it
but when you only look at all the bliss
sunshine will be the only thing your heart will fit
getting depressed might be the solution
when you don't want to be here anymore
and your tears haven't got the repeating emotion
as the rain that would poor
just open your eyes
look at the bright side of life
there are too much lives spilled
for that one thing they were able to reach, their knife
when there were so much friends who were able to help
Mar 11 2008 6:39PM
A girl is without her familiar today
no feline antics to make her laugh
Grandmother's health is failing
no little friend to help ease her pain
she fears an aunt and some of her uncles
will gladly offer "I told you so" in abundance
but she was like anything else
a rose in it's due season, now come and gone
the pain, in it's timing, is almost more than I can bear
both widowed grandmothers bearing ill health
dad has leukaemia, the kind you die with and not of (so he and his drs. say)
my migraines, with medication, has gone down to severe headaches
these "miraculous" pills also lowers my blood pressure, which was already on "the low side of normal" to start
who's gonna want to hire me, with the many severe headaches and frequent dizzy spells?
who's gonna want to be by my side?
those who do not know me may be ignorant enough to think I am being a "drama queen"
making up **** just to seek attention and sympathies from others
but how can I "make up" what is the truth; what is already happening in the here and now?
Oh how i loathe the ignorance of the "common man" making up anything so he can believe as he wishes as if he has no faults of his own.
I have known love, and I have been hated
as many hate what they do not know, and refuse to try to understand.
and so I must feign love in order to go out and vamp my next victim.
as surely as they all have differing pigmentations in their hair, eyes and skin
that colouring is much like Beauty
it runs only Skin Deep
but below that skin deep pigmentation
of skin and eyes and hair
runs musculature so sleek and fine
better than the latest fangled Maserati, Lamborghini or Lincoln...
and the Sacred Drink the same Blood Red
so Salty... so Sweet...
such a perfect treat...
who could possibly need more
this perfect wine
now come.... and I will make you...
Feb 12 2008 8:08PM
No one is immune to it
Illusions may be merging with love
And create mulitple lovera
But only will love and illusion tell
Love and illusions
Coincide with each other
And make people desire each other
Is it for love, sex, or fun?
No one knows until the time has come
To choose which will take you further than before
Jan 27 2008 4:24PM
can one be swallowed
by a lovers grasp?
can one fall victim
to a love meant to last?
can i be the one
to be taken in?
will i be the chosen
to live with your sin?
strewn before a grave
you picked up my pieces and held me high
and told me i was brave
you made me feel together
when i always fell apart
you made me happy
right from the very start
i let go for a moment
you never left my side
i never wanted to love again
but you made sure i tried
let me ask you something
now, do you believe?
what you & i
can come to achieve
if i just hang on
and you wait a bit longer
we’ll prove everyone wrong
and come out even stronger
all the other people
now they cant see
and they want us to fail
because none of them can be
forget what they say, because none of it’s true
you brought me back, when i was blue
think of only what we can do
you held me up, as i will too
you showed me i can love again
you made me forget my past
because now we’re in something
we both know will last
so, can i ask one last question?
why did you leave me once before
and why should i give you another shot
when you left me heartbroken at your door
Jan 26 2008 9:21PM
I cant sleep because of to you.at night my thoghts turn to the felling of being in your arms and looking deeply into your eyes.i want to be with youforever and always.
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Jan 26 2008 9:15PM
The world is a cold dark place
It hardens peoples hearts
Making then cold and heartless
It fills men's hearts with
Pain and suffering
Their are theifs who steal
An men who beat the ones they love
Those who lie and cheat
But there are good people
They are rare but their hearts are kind
They get pursecuted for bing thenselves
Good men can do nothing
But watch the world destroy itself...
No good men can prevail
They will struggle to do whats right
There is hope that good men will prosper
And the wicked die
In this cold cold world.
Jan 26 2008 8:39PM
blood is dripping from my head
wat do u think i could have said
i cannot eat and cannot sleep
my body is sinking way down deep
as i lay here thinking of crying
i sit and wonder am i really dieing
my life was cute way to short
will my killer have to go to court
i see it coming i see the light
will i die right here tonight
i feel it coming the end is near
i didnt even get to have my first beer
goodbye to all and to all goodbye
as i lay her i just DIE
Jan 26 2008 8:38PM
Look at me and tell me the truth
Tell me that I am wrong
You and everyone else have pretended I'm something
You have pretended for much too long
The time is up for your lies
You have no alibi
So dumb you are for believing in me
When I don't even believe in myself
You ignored the scars and tears
You just averted your eyes
Pretending as if they didn't exist
Pretending you never heard any of my cries
But I am not stupid
You don't convince me
I hate you for putting your trust in me
I can't be there for you
Because I can't even be here for myself
I can't tell you that I love you
When my mind is somewhere else
You never loved me and you know it's true
Everytime I look at you
Mixed emotions come to me
You used to somewhat look after me
Now you look away
You've lost faith in me like everyone else
I wish that you never had faith in me...
Maybe then it wouldn't hurt so hard to lose you
Even though you were never really there
I still sometimes felt like you really cared
do u like it?
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Jan 26 2008 8:37PM
The world keeps spinning fast
How can we make our lives last?
How can we keep it from turning
That's something we're still learning.
How do we know this isn't just a stop
A moment between us and the top?
What it there is a life before and after
What if never again we hear laughter?
Do you believe in heaven and hell,
But who are you and me to tell?
Do you believe in good and bad,
No matter what, it shouldn't make you sad.
But what if there's nothing but this
Could this be something we should miss?
Or is this just the surface
And we're looking for the greater purpose.
I see my breath in the cold of the air that I breathe And I'm wondering, I'm wondering if it's you that I feel, if it's you that I feel here hounting me forever...
Jan 26 2008 12:18PM
Why do I care for you?
Why do I need you?
Why do I love you?
Why do I smile when your around?
Why do I stop crying when your near me?
Why do I feel like i'm floating on air when you kiss me?
Why I care for you. Because I understand you.
Why I need you. Because you need me.
Why I love you. Because I truly do.
Why I smile when your around. Because I see your happy with me.
Why I stop crying when your near me. Because it makes you sad and I hate when your sad.
Why I feel like I'm floating on air when you kiss me. Because your my guardian angel.
Oct 2 2008 1:05PM
you gotta get on asap!
Apr 13 2008 10:00AM
hey about #25, i know interntet friends are kinda worthless and we really dont know each other to well, i just wanted to say if theres some one you wanta yell at and tell them that you hate, or any thing else im here, like i said we dont really know each other but what ever.
Mar 27 2008 11:17AM
hey whats up with the poems
Mar 24 2008 11:14PM
WAZZUP HAVE A HAPPY EASTER
Mar 7 2008 5:08PM
hey long time no see a...?
Mar 5 2008 4:46PM
hey thanks for the comment you loook hot too (no homo)
Feb 23 2008 11:53AM
Feb 13 2008 5:25PM
AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRIENDS,BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRIENDS BECOME STRANGERS...I NEVER WANT 2 LOSE U AS A FRIEND....SEND THIS 2 ALL UR FRiENDS...INCLUDING ME (IF U DON'T WANT 2 LOSE ME!)
I MET U AS A FRIEND
I TOOK U AS FRIEND
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS
SEND IT 2 UR FRIENDS
IF U GET 5 BAK UR A OK FRIEND
IF U GET 10 BAK UR A GREAT FRIEND
IF U GET 15 BAK UR A AMSOME FRIEND
IF U GET 20 BAK UR DA BEST IN DA WORLD
Feb 10 2008 6:53PM
hey wat's up comment bac!!!!!!!!!!
Jan 28 2008 4:54PM
i luv u